As I sit here with less than 12 hours to go until my BC, I have a mixture of emotions. On one hand I'm happy and and excited and on the other I'm scared and nervous. I think the excitement is the fact that I'm to the point that I'm ready to embrace my natural texture and let this relaxer go. The scary part is not knowing what it will look like so short and curly and being afraid that I'll damage my hair some sort of way. I'm starting to feel very liberated and happy that I have the hair that I do on my head. I have told myself that I will "never say never" and may revert back to relaxers if I so choose, although at this point I don't see that happening, but if so its fine. I will be uploading a video and pictures of the process tomorrow. Wish me well...
Love and hugs,
Jae
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